This is a place where I will scribble down parts of my life, things I'm worried about, things I'm excited about, or just because I feel like venting.
PLEASE; I encourage you to leave a comment, constructive criticism is also encouraged. Also, leave your opinion in a comment! I'd love to read them.

Sunday, May 24, 2009

Kyle's alive.

HELLO EVERYONE.

Oh my jesus, it's been how long since I've posted here? I thought I would come and post a blog to tell you I AM ALIVE. So, stop calling 911 child services; I'm not missing.

So what has happened since I last spoke to you? Well as you can see, I gave up on my 365 blog. It was WAY to much work to keep that going. I'll just keep enlightening you guys here on this blog; it makes my life easier.

So this month, I didn't do much, except for school. School is consuming my life... and work actually! I was hired at a place in my area, and I've been working there avidly; so I'm making lots of moula!

A few weeks ago, my cell phone was stolen on the bus. Someone took it out of my sweater pocket when I stood up to get off the bus. (I didn't zipper it up, I'm a fucking idiot.) Anyway, I haven't found out who did it; but if I do. Oh shat will hit the fan, let me tell you! So that day, I was freaking, I called my mom. I was like "Yo motha, come get me. We're going to Rogers." Not really like that, but it was close. Mom and I went to Rogers and I had to chip out $112 on this shitty Pay-as-you-go phone. ... thats all I have to say about that. After a week with that, my friend was selling his old Rogers blackberry.. so, I BOUGHT IT. Yeeee. So now I have a blackberry  and a data plan. I'm going to set up this blog with my phone so I can update right from there! (Won't that be so cool ?!?!? :] )

What else.

Yesterday I went to a birthday party for my friend Hannah. (She's featured in the new banner up top!) IT WAS SO MUCH FUN. Her mom made the best nachos and cheese the worlds ever tasted. Everything was on them. EVERYTHING.

Well, there is your quick little update! I'll come out with a good one soon, I promise. Right now I have to go and do some more studying for Ancient History. (The test is on Monday, fml.) "Greece in the Heroic Age." 

Oh, and I have a math test.. fml x2.

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LOVE,
yours truly,
MOI.

Sunday, March 29, 2009

My coming out story.

I know I haven't posted in a while, that's becuase I haven't had any ideas for a blog post.. this one dawned upon me and now here it is! I'll most likely to a video blog about this one.

First I came out online, to a few online friends I met on a gay youth support website. Best thing I had ever done. [www.thegyc.com] After about a month of that I decided it was time.

I had known I was gay since I was ten/eleven.. but I neglected the fact. I continued trying to make myself "straight."  When I realised it was a lost cause... I had found TheGYC and initially said I was bi... I was never Bi.. but it sort of felt more of a reassurence that there was hope. After I got a bunch of support from people on there, because I find it's a great place!!! I had the curage and faith in myself to come out.

I need to interrupt this story for a moment, and give a tremondous amount of credit to Brett. I met him online through TheGYC and he gave me the courage, the reassurance, the mentality to be able to come out. He is an amazing person.

So, I finally accepted it for myself, and then I realised I had another big decision to make. To come out.

Believe it or not, the first real life person I came out to was my Mom. What I had finnished talking to Brett, who gave me the courage to come out, I finally made the decision. I wrote a three page letter to my mom. Printed it out, and put it under her pillow while she was sleeping. 

Mind you, this was at like 2 am. This was July 25th, 2007. I went to bed, and awaited the morning.

I woke up, mom was a work, and there was a note under my pillow.

I read it.

I cried.

It was the most beautiful thing.

That was the first time I've actually cried, cried.. I'm not a cryer.

The first month after I came out, it was a bit awkward for me, but not for mom. She was, and is, supportive 100% ! After this big step, I eventually started telling my friends.

The first friend I told was my friend Dillon, and the second friend I told was my über best friend Emily. 

[Emily and I had dated, and she always wondered why I'd never kissed her, or hugged her, or any of that stuff. But she soon found out! And we're even closer friends to this day, I LOVE HER SO FKING MUCH♥]

A month after I told my mom, I told my father.
I can remember the evening.
Every detail.
Mom and I were sitting on the deck, (my parents are divorced) as my dad had dropped off my sibblings.
He walked up to the deck, and I told him I had something to tell him.

After I told him, he had cried.. I believe it was just the initial shock.
Now, everythings goood! My dad is absolutely supportive.

So I guess I was very lucky, as my entire family as the started finding out, they were all supportive. I love them all, and coming out was the hardest thing I ever did. I can't even try to put my feet into the shoes of someone who lives in an un-supporting household. Sometimes I wonder why I was so lucky.

So.. I won't lie to anyone, coming out was the most hardest, gut wrenching, headaching thing I'd ever done.. but it was the best thing I'd had ever done for myself. I was finally free. I was finally free from living two lives.

The end.

LOVE,
KYLE.

Thursday, March 26, 2009

GOT MAH HURR DID!

I really do love it. xD

Wednesday, March 25, 2009

DAILY BOOTH

DAILY BOOTH! Check it out.

Also look to your right, and you'll see my recent picture.

I'll be uploading a picture everyday for a year. :]

THANKS.
Lurv, Kyle.

Saturday, March 21, 2009

I'M BACK!



Yes, my dears. I have returned. I had a great week and I will inform all of you on my other blog how my week went. I wrote down notes about everyday I was there so I'll have something to write!

Well, I should be getting around to a post on here. For now, here is a picture from my vacation! I'll post more. :]

Oh, and, btw.

I HAVE TWILIGHT ON DVD ! YEAHHH !

LOVE, 
Kyle.

Saturday, March 14, 2009

LITTLE NEW LOOK.

Hey !

As you may have noticed, there is a new background! Yes, it's nothing fancy, but it makes due.
I also fixed the little 'Twitter' add thing on the right hand side that went all messy when I updated the background.

Okay,
the end.

TOMORROW I'M GOING TO THE MIDDLE OF NO-MANS-LAND WITHOUT ANY CELLULAR SERVICE OR INTERNET ACCESS, otherwords, I'm going to my grandparents. See you in a week.. if I survive. ;)

I LOVE MY GRANDPARENTS, I really do.

BYE, I'LL MISS YOU, D:
Kyle.

Monday, March 9, 2009

TOPICS!

Hey hey hey!
How's it going? I'm stumped for a new blog post. If you have any ideas; email me!

mrkatastrophic@yahoo.ca

Do it.

Love,
Kyle

Wednesday, March 4, 2009

Heterosexism // Safe-Sex = Non-Existant // Gay People = AIDS

HETEROSEXISM.

Way too much of it in this world. Do you know what heterosexism is? It's when people aren't inclusive of all gender orientations and sexual identities. I find this quite agravating..

Lets say you're having a lecture from a teacher in class; let's use PDR class as an example.
"Boys; you will have to look into using a condom to help prevent pregnancys in women."

HOLD IT.

If you're a homosexual.. I think the purpose of using a condom would be a bit different, don't you think? We would use it to prevent ourselves from contracting STIs, STDs, or HIV/ Aids... I'm quite sure if you are a homosexual male, you will not be making babies.

"Ladies; when you become sexually active, you should get birth control."

HEYY, rude.

If you're a lesbian, I don't think you'll be needing some pregnancy control. When teachers say "All girls and boys need to know how to use a condom." Wrong, again. A lesbian doesn't need to know how to use a condom; dental damn, maybe. This also refers to my homosexual males example, above.

I'm touching on this subject, because I find we need to work towards elimenating heterosexism in this world. When you're talking, use terminolgy that is inclusive of everyone! This isn't just for GLBTQ persons, this is also for people of different races; different backgrounds. It all falls under the same category! Why can't we all just include everyone and not just some, as a lot of us do.

BAMN, USE A CONDOM, SAFE SEX!
Partay.

WRONG.
There is no such thing as "safe-sex." Safe-sex is non existant in this world. With sexual activity, comes risks. A condom is not 100% effective. Yes, it does help protect you, but there is no 100% guarentee! An example would be HIV. The HIV virus is small enough to fit through the pors of a condom, therefor; a condom is not 100% effective of the prevention of HIV/ Aids. Yes, a condom does help prevent infection, but isn't a 100% guarentee.

So my conclusion to this is,
THERE IS NO SUCH THING AS SAFE-SEX; THERE IS SAFER-SEX, but no such thing as safe-sex.

So, here comes the last part of tonights rant. GLBTQ people, especially homosexual men, aren't the only ones who can get HIV/ Aids. To all you who think that, you're stupid, sorry. Believe it or not, female teens are at a higher rate of infection than anyone else. This is due to the female anatomy, unfortunately. The tissues of a vagina are softer than a males penis, which means the tissues can rip easier, allowing fluid transfers, leading to an infection. The head of a males penis is sort-of looked at as a sheild, or helmet. The area is tougher, therefor can withstand more. This does not mean males are 100% protected, just means that they have a smaller chance of being infected.

If you're wondering why I know all this; I do HIV/ Aids presentations with various other people to adults, students, and peers at various conferences; this meaning I'm trained in this subject!

THAT'S IT,
LOVE KYLE.

NEW POST!

I have a topic I want to write about, hopefully I'll get to write about it tonight! :]

STAY TUNED.. reading..

KYLE.

Sunday, March 1, 2009

Tweet, tweet, tweeet !

Hello everyone. I've recently became a Twitter addict.. yes, now this is where I attempt to pull you in! Mwahaha.

If you don't know what Twitter is, WATCH THIS VIDEO:



Now that you know what Twitter is.

REGISTER ON THE WEBSITE AND THEN FOLLOW ME :]
I can update from my phone, then you'll know what I'm doing even when I haven't posted a blog. Basically, you'll know what I'm doing in between my blog posts.

EXCITING I KNOW!

Anyways, there is a link to my Twitter in the right hand side (That's > way, for you directionally impared.) that you can click to go to my Twitter.

(I also put this cool thing at the top right of my blog that shows my updates. Heh. xD)


Love,
Kyle.

Saturday, February 28, 2009

I'M NOT ALICE MCCORMIC FFS!

Okay, the past few days, I've been getting these phone calls from this "Unknown Number." Some human from the middle east, who goes "Uh, Hello, Uh, is Alice M-m-McCormic there, p-p-lease." I've tried telling them nicely that there is no one by that name at MY cell phone number. So I let the first few calls go by, just telling them "Sorry, wrong number." Yesterday in class, they called and left a voice mail. Myself, thinking it was important, started to freak out thinking something happened with one of my parents so I told the teacher I'd be right back. I went to check it.

"Miss Alice McCormic, please contact me at  41613546846843584 reference number 4546546843874387 thats 654385438543854385438 at reference number 2135435463846387 thank you."

I almost shat.

So I deleted the message and went back to class feeling like a fool. Today, this MORNING actually, when I was SLEEPING, they called again. I got a cold now, and my throat was really sore and I was in a foul mood.. they caught me at a bad time.

"Hello?"

- Weird Ladys voice -  "Hello is Miss Alice McCormic there, please"

"FUCK SAKES, STOPP CALLING ME, THIS IS THE 5TH TIME YOU'VE CALLED IN TWO DAYS AND I'VE KEPT TELLING YOU THERE IS NO ONE BY THE NAME OF ALICE MCCORMIC AT THIS NUMBER. Now please, do me a favor, STOP FUCKING CALLING."

"Sorry sir, are you sure Miss McCormic isn't there?"
- ARE THEY DAFT?!

"How do I put this politely.. DO NOT CALL ME BACK!"

I was in no mood to deal with them.. I'm sick, miserable, and I just lost it... sucks to be the woman on the other side of the phone.. woops.

Anyways, I might post again when I have a legitemate topic to talk about.

LOVE,
Kyle.

Wednesday, February 25, 2009

Don't hate me. D:

I'M SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO SORRY.
Not really.

Sorry my dear ones. I've been HELLISH busy the last few days, and will continue to be until Friday after work. Tomorrow I'm going to a dance, so I'll be busy.

I PROMISE BY SATURDAY THERE WILL BE A GOOD POST FROM YOURS TRULY.

I love you.
Kyle.

Wednesday, February 18, 2009

Costumer Service FKING FAILURES.

I'm sorry. I've been attending to my life the past few days. [http://Katastrophic365.blogspot.com/] I'm not sure what I'd like to talk about, really.

I think I've thought about everything, my addiction to Facebook.. to Youtube.. to life. Hmm, is an addiction to an online community sane? What do you think?

I've recently discovered I'm addicted to Facebook. I'm on facebook everyday. I'll be in class, and when the teacher isn't looking, I'M ON FACEBOOK. It's unhealthy? Yes.. shit happens.

What can I talk about... oh, prepare for this, young ones.

I have a little story I'd like to let you in on, since I have nothing else to rant about.
December 3rd, 2008 I went to AML Communications/ Rogers and got my LG Vu. All was well and good, until the phone became a piece of shit. I hate it. Anyways, I went back to Rogers, and they said "Let us check if you've gone over 30 minutes.."

WHAT?!

What !? 30 minutes ?! What about 30 minutes? They neglected to tell me when I got my phone; in order to take it back, I had to be under 30 minutes talk time & under 30 days. Do you think the f--kface told me that? NO, he didn't. So I asked him, well since you f--ked up, what am I suppoed to do about this phone? ( I didn't really say that.) He goes "Well, we can exchange it." Okay, "We'll have one shipped in, and we'll call you."

I go in a few days later after I get the phone call.
"Hi, I'm here to get my phone replaced, please?"
Rep - "Uhm, I can't do that. You're over your thirty days, and the young guy who processed you forgot to do the paper work."

BACK THE F- UP!

"What am I supposed to do?!"
"There is nothing we can do for you sir, sorry."

You want to see a heated Kyle, oh damn, not pretty. I walked out, steam fuming from my ears, let me tell you.

Tonight, I went to Rogers. [A DIFFERENT STORE,]  and this guy, who is obviously expierenced was there to greet me. He helped me out, I've been inquiring on the iPhone. I've been saving my money forever. I got paid tonight and I have well over $300 now. So I go in, and he basically said nicely that the other store that I want too, were always f-ing people over, so he was glad to help me.

He goes through all this stuff, and he can't find away around their screw up, so I can't even resign MY contract to get the iPhone for $199. Otherwords, I can't get it at ALL. So, he tried for like 30 minutes, then goes "alright, I'm going to call my superiors, and I'm going to try and get this figured out for you, I'll give you a call tomorrow."

THAT, is how costumer service should be people. I believe his name was Jon, or something.

JOHN, I WANT TO THANK YOU FOR BEING A DECENT REPRESENTITIVE AND ACTUALLY DOING WHAT A ROGERS REP IS SUPPOSED TO DO. Thank you.

I guess there is some hope I'll get my iPhone soon enough.

So, I'm sure you've interprited[spelling? jesus, I can't spell tonight.] that I do not recomend AML COMMUNICATIONS TO ANYONE. Go to the Rogers Video Retailer, they're way better.

Now that you're bored shitless.

GOOD BYE, m'love.
Kyle.

Monday, February 16, 2009

Hello, dearest.

RANTS
Do you enjoy them?
SHOULD I VLOG THEM?
Let me know.
I might just start vlogging.
And regular blogging, obviously.
WHAT DO YOU THINK?
Let me know!
LEAVE A COMMENT YEE!
Or email me,
mrkatastrophic@yahoo.ca
Eh, either or! :]

THANKS.
LOVE,
YOURS TRULY,
KYLE.

F*** MY LIFE.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
Not really.

Today, I went through my normal routine, then I got a text message. "Yeah, I'm not going to school today."

MY DRIVE, texts me 10 after 8. I have to be out of the house at 8:30 to get the bus. I almost SHAT. Thanks Melissa, :P

Anyway, I got to the bus stop to find Kate on her iPhone. She was looking up these things and laughing her ass off... so I decided to be nosey and check it out. It came to my attention that she was reading Fuck my Life's. Let me see if I can find a few for you..

"Today, I was giving my boyfriend a blow job, he was twitching and moving around and saying "oh yeah" then he said "take that bitch". I looked up to see he was only excited about how he is domination in Call of Duty 4. FML"

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

I almost shat my pants laughing.

Anyway, there are multipal of these on this website. I read them all day in classes on my phone. Have to love mobile browsing. It was intense... the class would be quiet and I'd start laughing m'ass off.

Great day everyone

THATS IT FOR NOW.

Bye.
Love Kyle. :]

My bad, forgot the website. Bahaha.
ENJOY LITTLE ONES.

Sunday, February 15, 2009

YouTube // Vlogging

Good morning, loved ones.

I cannot express to you how much I enjoy writing these blogs. I put quite the amount of effort into writing them.. (Maybe I should apply that skill to my school work?) I find when I get on a topic, I can rant forever. I enjoy it. I truly do. I'm wondering if I should start vlogging. I think I'd like too. I'd continue this blog, but also vlog, eh? I watch all these great people on YouTube, expressing themselves. They all do such a wonderful job.. I guess my problem is I just don't know where to start.. hmm..

I have a few close friends who vlog/ do videos for youtube quite often. I've asked them, but they don't really know how to explain how they make these vlogs and movies. They just have ideas come to their heads and then they bring them to life. I wonder if I'd be good at that?

Do you enjoy watching people on youtube? I sure do. I look at them and go, "Damn, they have quite a talent for that.. I wonder where they aquired it from... ?" It blows me away that these days people are not afraid to express themselves. I'm truly thinking about doing just that. I mean, I blog and everything, but blogging and vlogging are two different things.

In blogging, you can be very descriptive; very deep in detail with your choice of words. When vlogging, you can be even more artistic and descriptive! You can show your style in your videos, via visual effects, or sound effects. Bring real life to your story. People who do that absolutely amaze me. I have to say I do have a couple preferences.

One of my main preferences on youtube is the 5AwesomeGays(Clickhurr). They always have so much fun when making their videos! Last week was mid-age week.. quite amusing, but my favorite week so far was two weeks ago when they did musical week. It was so great! Tyler[Friday]'s video was pretty amazing, as was Joe[Thursday]'s. Either way, I thought they were all good.

My second favorite is Davey Wavey(Clickhurr). He is so creative, and deep within his topics. He normally talks about things that are related with gay, lesbian, bisexual, trangendered, etc. He also does some music, which I find highly enteraining. I encourage you ALL to go and watch them, (Even if you're not gay, bi, or transgendered.) I enjoy watching them all.

If you want too, you can check out my Youtube (link to the right(That's > way, in case you're directionally impared. ♥)) I don't have much on it, just a few videos of randomness, nothing real... yet.

Hmm.. so I guess that's all I have for you right now. Thanks for reading.
Love.
Kyle.

Saturday, February 14, 2009

HAPPY VALENTINES DAY

NOT.
What a stupid day. This is just me posting a quick post, and I hope you have a fabulous February 14th.

HAPPY FEBRUARY THE FOURTEENTH
Not valentines day. Ugh.

LOVE.
Kyle.

Friday, February 13, 2009

HAHAHAHAHA, Brandon.

KEEP IN MIND, HE WAS NOT PLESURING HISMELF.
That's what he says, anyways. ;)

LOL. Brandon and I were on webcam, and he was talking on the phone or writing something down on a piece of paper... and I was like.. hmm.. I could use this to my advantage.

So.. here is my advantagness skills. 

Brandon.. doing things.
[Writing on a piece of paper.]
INTERPERATE THIS AS YOU WILL
I thought it was funny. BAHAHAHAHAHAHHAAH.
Keep in mind, Brandon is straight with a girlfriend. Sorry Boi's.

That's my post.  Enjoy loved ones.
Kyle.

In regards to below...

I KNOW WHO CREATED THE SONG NOW, AND THE VIDEO IS AMAZING.
Just like I had imagined it... progress of the future.

Thanks Brandon for sending me the link to the original, greatly appreciated!

.. stupid Youtube disabled embedding for the video, but here is a link you guys can view it with!

Do it.

His name is Fatboy Slim.
It's amazing.
Enjoy it, loved ones.
Kyle.

Inspiration.

I have this song, in my iTunes. I don't know who it's by, becuase I stole it from a YouTube video. I found the music just so, inspiring. Like, I've listened to it at least 50 times in the last week or so(I checked iTunes, 46 ;]). I don't know what there is about this audio, but it moves me. I don't know where, I don't know how.. it just does.

'What is this Video, and this song?' You're asking. Well, let me post it for you, then I'll elaberate.


Okay, I'm now watching this video as I type. Even though I've heard the song, and read the facts a billion times, I'm still moved. It has my attention with a grasp. I mean, a fact like "If you're 1 in a million in China, there are 1300 people JUST like you." I found this amazing. 200 MILLION users on Myspace. I mean, who knew that Myspace would be the 5th biggest country in the world? I sure didn't. Who knew that technology was becoming so advanced, so quick? I knew that it was soon going to be smarter than human species, but who knew how soon it would become? 

Text messages, yes, I'm a frequent texter. Nasty habbit I know, but who knew that the amount of text messages sent in a day exceeds the total population of the planet? HOLY SHIT! What is this world coming too?

BY 2049 A 1000$ COMPUTER WILL EXCEED THE INTELLIGENCE OF THE HUMAN SPECIES, holy shit people. That's 40 years away. That's it! Most of you reading this blog will most likely be alive by that time. I find this just so, inspiring. Like, it makes me want to do something.. now. Just, I don't know!

What are we going to be telling our grandkids? [If you ever have grandkids.] "Yeah, you see that fancy touchscreen keyboard? Mhm, WE HAD TO TOUCH THE BUTTONS OURSEVES!" - Marika Horechuk . But honestly, that's a fact! What is this world coming to; it's becoming to technologically advanced, too fast. 

Anyways, I guess what I'm trying to get at is that the song in that video, is so, inspiring. I don't know yet why it's so inspiring.. but it is. Call me crazy, but that's how I'm feeling.

So, Happy Friday the 13th, I'm going,
Love;
Kyle.

Friday the 13th.

I thought I'd post a special post dedicated to Friday the 13th.


OOO HERE WE GO.

PS: The movie 'Friday the 13th' Comes out today. MWAHAHAHAHAHA. :]
[it's 1:43 AM]

LATER.
I'm going to bed now.

Thursday, February 12, 2009

Valentines Day & Relationships

Prepare for a rant! Yes, a rant from yours truly.

Valentines Day.. the sounds is agravating. What is the first thing that comes to mind, when you think 'Valentines?' Mine, is tears. Tears, of 'heartbroken' teenagers screaming out in pain becuase they either don't have someone to love for that special day of February 14th, OR, screaming out and bursting into tears because they don't know what to get the person they are in such 'love' for. Why? Why put yourself through this emotional termoial, just for a stupid day?

The way I look at it, if you feel as if you need a certain day of a year to show how much you love someone, to show that love, then it's quite bluntely obvious that you don't love them. You should NOT need a day just to proove to someone that you love them, no, just no. You should proove it to them more than ONCE a year. In fact, you should proove it to them every day with a hug and a kiss, and maybe an 'I love you.'

'OH MY GOD, THE SEMI FORMAL DANCE, I NEED SOMETHING TO WEAR, I NEED A DATE, OH MY GOD, OH MY GOD, OH MY GODD!!' ... yeah I've heard that a few times. Stupid. I went to a semi formal dance last night, I enjoyed it.. not for the aspect of Valentines day, but for being with my friends, and dancing my ass off! It was a royal blast. I don't have any major complaints, but I do have a few.

ONE; Cry babies. These people piss me off. You go to a dance, pay your money, not to sit on a stair well, or in a bathroom, balling your eyes out. You go to the dance to spend time with your friends, or with your 'special someone.' As far as I'm concerned, special someones don't exist in High School. 90% of the time it'll never work out and someone will end up in tears anyway. So why put yourself through the torment? I mean, unless you're certain that it's genuine love, why bother?

TWO; Why do people go out and spend $300, $400 on clothing to wear for a few hours? Plan it weeks ahead of time..? I know I don't. I put mine together in 5 minutes before I fled the house to get to my friends house in time. I know, right? Rebel.

THREE; Dates. Go with your friends for fuck sakes. Not having a date is no reason not to go to a dance. If you don't enjoy dancing, don't go. If you don't enjoy being in a social enviroment with your friends & loud music, don't go. If the only reason is that you don't have a date, GET OVER YOURSELF. I didn't have a date, I went with a bunch of friends. That's what you're SUPPOSED to do.

FOUR; People who expect things. 'Oh, Babe, I got you a rose.' Then he/she starts crying because they didn't get their partener something. Then their partener gets upset because they spent 'all this money' on something, and they didn't get anything in return. DEAL WITH IT. I hope you don't expect much from me, becuase you won't get anything. Except for a hug. Unless you deserve a present, y'aint getting one.

Complaints over.

Love; I'm not going to lie and say that I've never fallen in love before, but I don't let it bring me to tears every time I think about it. I rarely let myself fall in love, because why in the hell would I want to put myself through it all? I have better places to waste my emotional energy.

One thing I've never understood, is when you're dating someone for two weeks, and you start to worry about getting them something big and expensive, as a promise ring or something. Uhm, hello? Reality check. I hope my future boyfriend dosen't expect big things from me within a few weeks of dating him... why waste my money if a certain and long-lasting relationship isn't set in stone?

I'm not saying that I'll never have a boyfriend, and that I'll never buy him things, and that I'll never be nice to him. Wrong. When & if I get a boyfriend, which I don't have much faith in, they will have my unconditional love. If & when I feel completely confident that things are going well, then I'd start thinking about promise rings, etc.

Now after reading that, I know you think I'm a MAJOR bitch, no, I'm really not. I just don't like these people that make life harder than it has to be for themselves. I'm not saying that I don't want a boyfriend, I want one, I really do, but I don't want to open myself up for all the stupid emotional crap following. It will take some REALLY special to get me into a relationship.

If you actually read this entire thing, thank you. May you have a great Friday and Weekend.
Love;
Kyle

NOVEMBER 30TH? 2008?! Omfg.

Hi. I'm back.

It's been a little while, hasn't it? Jeeeze, why do I forget to post on here.  I hope whoever is reading this, including you is doing well.

Hmm, let's see what's happened since... NOVEMBER 30th. Ugh, it's been that long already. Where does my life go? Well, school, obviously has been in priority in the last few months. Christmas happened... I got my new phone in December.. I'm bored of it already. I got a new job, so I'm working towards an iPhone :]. Soon, soon, soon! Hmm.. what else  happened?

I survived my first real exams.. did fairly well on all of then. 92 ON MY ENGLISH, YEEE! Now I have Ancient History, Art, Math, and Mi'kmaq Studies. I like all my teachers.. except math. She can be down right rude.. but that's another story.

Lalala... guess what I'm doing right now?
I bet you can't.. you don't know enough about me. 
I'm actually listening to music, I found this new artist, and he's AMAZING. The music, is so fluent, beautiful sounding, and the lyrics are amazing. His name is Shayne Ward, the winner of X Factor in the UK in 2005. His music is amazing. Let me post a video link.


There you go! The song is No Promises.

It's so beautiful.

I love it.

So, I don't know what else to tell you guys. How about you all add me on myspace? Eh?
myspace.com/230816403 <>

Facebook?
Look to the right.

Okay, I'm off for now. Maybe I'll  write some more later.. maybe not.

G'bye folks!

Love;
Kyle.