This was the worst day of my life.

Oh my fawcking god.. this has to have been the worst day of my fucking life! I recieved a text in school from Shannon... asking for moms number.. urh.. moms ex husbands girlfriend(as I found out sooner to be ex girlfriend) asking for my moms number..... weird.. anyhow I found out later that she was returning to BC. I almost broke down and cried.. I was in school. I had walked down to our teen health room and talked on my cell. I then called mom.. and asked her to come get me ASAP.. and mom knew I was upset. She came and got me and took me home, then Shannon drove over to my place and gave us everything because she couldn't bring it on the bus back home(the three day, twenty one hour, fourty-five minute trip). She gave me her prize possession, HER ELECTRONIC KEYBOARD(She loves it SO much.. and for her to give it to me.. I almost cried!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Shes had it for years! Her mom bought it for her when she was young)! I almost lost it crying, but I held it in. Well, we were in a time crunch so mom took Shannon and I to the Bus Station and I said my good byes and off she went. I could not tell you how much pain I felt.. I hugged her for the last time for a long time. I still feel sick to my stomach. Well.. I can't express how much I miss her. I love her so much. I just hope I get to visit her this summer. We we're, and still are, so close. Oh well.. I just had to get this off my chest.. I feel a bit better now that I wrote out my feelings. Anyways, talk to you all later.

Kyle♥